For the zillion times, I've thought, talked, discussed and shared this with you. I think i'm getting a lil' desperate about it now.
I googled it. I chatted about it to all mummies/friends. I'm thinking it every now and then.
I feel helpless and upset as this is not any time when i can tell myself, "Just Do It!"
I need reassurance, i need support and more supports.
Now i think i need some air, clear air to think over things. If only the decisions can be easily weighed using a scale, its pros and cons of being a SAHM or stay put at work.